Free-Beingness™
Fully Living In Transcendent Freeness!
David D. Cicia, Ed.D.
In-Depth Introduction To Free-Beingness
In this section I go into a lot of detail about Free-Beingness and how I convey it to you in my personal guidance sessions. If you feel you need more information than is available in the other pages on this site, this is the place for that.
This information is also helpful even if you have already made a decision that you want my guidance into Free-Beingness. That is because it provides a good understanding of what you are getting into, and this gives you a good context for your coming experiences and realizations.
What Is Free-Beingness?
True, lasting happiness comes only from deep inner peace inside yourself.
This is because only deep inner peace gives you real inner freedom - the level and degree of freedom that is completely beyond all pain and suffering.
Deep inner peace is a truly quiet mind, in which pain and suffering do not arise. When pain and suffering do not arise in your mind, they do not appear in your experience. This quietness and peace of mind is true inner freedom.
Anything that seems like happiness, coming from a source other than deep inner peace, is neither true nor lasting happiness, but merely a fleeting distraction from suffering. You are not free of suffering, you are not truly happy, you are just in hiding, in flight from your pain, which is really not far away.
Only true, deep inner peace gives you the level and degree of inner freedom that ends all pain and suffering forever. True, deep, lasting happiness comes only in this way. When you are truly and deeply at peace, and really free inside, you are truly happy. There is no other way. This is what does it for you.
The happiness that you experience in this way is so far beyond the fake happiness that the fleeting pleasures of life may give you, that there is no comparison. It is unconditional pure bliss - the Bliss Of Peace. It is the bliss and ecstasy of being truly and deeply at peace inside, and knowing true inner freedom.
My Free-Beingness guidance takes you right into direct, immediate, full realization of deep inner peace, total inner freedom, and the unconditional bliss that comes with these.
This realization can happen easily because this peace and freedom is already inside you as radiant pure awareness, and you just have to know where to look for it. The Bliss Of Peace, the ecstasy of freedom, just naturally flows from this awareness. This is what the program teaches you, in a short series of steps leading up to the full realization experience.
Once you have had the realization of Free-Beingness, it unfolds quickly and spontaneously in your everyday life, bringing peace, freedom and real bodily and emotional bliss to all your experiences. Pain and suffering go to the background, and then eventually disappear completely.
This kind of profound transformation of self and life has been known in the East as "enlightenment," but the Free-Beingness program takes you way beyond anything meant by that. It takes the deep peace, true freedom and free-flowing bliss that is naturally already inside you, into your everyday awareness - and beyond that, into your body, mind, emotions, personality and all your activities in ordinary everyday life.
This is a full, rich experience of complete Wholeness - Wholeness of being, living and action in every aspect of your life, fully blended and integrated with your own uniqueness. You become more of who you really and truly are deep down inside - a transcendent personality living and expressing transcendent Wholeness.
All of your life becomes much richer and fuller. You live on a whole new level of functioning that is way beyond what has up until now even seemed possible. Undreamed of vistas of freedom, power, bliss, newness and fulfillment open up before you.
This peaceful, blissful, complete Wholeness is easily realized because my Free-Beingness guidance is based on a deep understanding of it and how to teach it. The simple, direct means for teaching this has apparently not been available in the past, because this level of life has up until now been either unknown, or presented by others as remote and difficult to attain.
My Free-Beingness guidance changes all that. It is not only attainable - the realization is an immediate, one-time occurrence that is quickly and easily learned by anyone.
Where My Guidance Takes You
The Free-Beingness guidance process leads you to a completely new, higher and freer level of functioning on all levels and in all areas of your life. It is comprised of a series of sections that go step by step into more expanded experiences and realizations until you find yourself living spontaneously and fully in a new way, beyond all your old suffering and limitations.
This kind of easy transition to higher levels of living is possible because the Free-Beingness program makes use of very advanced developments that have their origins in "repatterning" practices in the fields of alternative bodywork and alternative psychological education. These practices have had incredible, almost miraculous, results in their respective fields, and the Free-Beingness program is having these same kinds of results in the field of advanced human transformation. (See the Links section for extensive background info on this.) The Free-Beingness program isn't the same as any of these, but the use of these principles is what makes the difference.
How You Get The Realization
I skilfully guide you through a series of easy experiences leading up to the experience of full realization and integration of Free-Beingness. The program is totally experiential. There is no theory, philosophy or belief system.
What you learn, gradually, step-by-step, is how to more skillfully use your natural ability of paying attention to something. The Free-Beingness realization happens by using your attention in a very specific way. This comes naturally once you are shown, but it is not obvious at first, and this is why you need to be shown how.
The steps are easy. You don't have to put much effort at all into learning because you are taken "by the hand" and guided in complete detail all the way. You just sit back and go for the ride.
This program is based on decades of research and development, and deep personal experiences that confirm its validity and effectiveness. Because of this, it is virtually impossible for anyone who participates in the program to miss the realization experience.
All it takes to realize and integrate Free-Beingness is for someone who is living it to clearly show you how to get to that place in you. It is not difficult, but the person guiding you must also have a very refined sense of the subtleties it takes to get it across to you in the midst of all the distractions that can arise.
Free-Beingness is not a practice, like meditation or yoga. It is more like pushing the reset button on a piece of machinery that has jammed. Resetting is all it takes. In the same way, direct realization is all it takes. From then on your life and experiences are completely transformed.
After you have the Free-Beingness realization there are follow-up phases in which Free-Beingness unfolds into complete integration - the total living of it in your everyday life and experience. You are guided in how to integrate the realization fully into your psychology, your emotions and your actions. This assures that you come through all the way into living a life of total freedom, deep inner peace, and abiding bliss even while being fully engaged in the world and in your everyday life.
Real Freedom - Free-Beingness
Pure Awareness is the stillness that is in you behind all experiences that you have. It is what is aware of those experiences, or of any experiences. It is not itself an experience but that which is aware of experiences. Because of this we can see that it is "no-thing-ness," i.e. it is not a thing in any way (i.e. a content presented to your awareness), nor does it have any of the qualities of any thing. Because of this, it has none of any of the limitations or boundaries of things. And so, it is complete, absolute freedom.
But Pure Awareness, in and of itself, is not awake to itself. It is as if it is in deep dreamless sleep, in complete stillness but unknowing of itself. In fact, it is so asleep to itself that for most of us, even though it is always already there deep inside ourselves, we do not even know of its existence. This is just another way of saying that Pure Awareness is asleep to itself. It is asleep to itself in us because we have not woken up to it and realized it.
Free-Beingness, as the realization that I teach, is functioning on the level where this sleeping Pure Awareness comes fully awake to itself in you, in all your experiences (including your whole body-mind, sense of self, and unique individuality.)
When Pure Awareness is fully awake to itself, even in your most intimate sensory experiences of yourself and your body then you concretely and tangibly realize the sublime bliss of absolute freedom in "no-thing-ness." This is because then no experience that you have, in the entire field of your experiences, has a sense of a limiting boundary that can stop or hinder your freedom in any way.
The supreme sublime pleasure of life comes from this realization of absolute freedom in all experiences. This is the supreme bliss of Free-Beingness.
Your ego - your unique personal individuality - still exists but it is radically transformed by this realization. As in all other experiences, in your new experience of ego you no longer sense boundaries that limit you even though the forms and appearances, and even the sensations of boundaries, remain. In all the forms of these appearances there is fully awakened Pure Awareness, the supreme bliss of absolute freedom.
Your ego becomes filled with this supreme bliss of freedom. the sublime pure radiance of Pure Awareness fully awake to itself. You become a living embodiment of Pure Awareness fully alive and radiant in itself.
In fact, an ego that is fully developed and realized in this way, is the only way that Pure Awareness can come fully awake to itself, fully alive in itself. This is because the process of experiencing, of the ego focusing on specific "things" (contents of consciousness), is the only way that Pure Awareness can have anything presented to itself, and thereby become aware of anything at all. When you become fully realized, all experiences are just Pure Awareness being presented to itself. But this can happen only in an ego, in an experiencer who has first developed the ability to have specific discrete experiences.
When you as a self (an ego) live and embody Pure Awareness fully awake and alive to itself, your unique personal individuality becomes a spontaneous and free flow of the supreme radiant bliss of absolute freedom into all the many and varied forms of your unique personal expression. Your life becomes a radiance of Awareness-Bliss.
You live the supreme bliss of being "free as a bird" while fully engaged in all the forms and structures of your egoic experiencing. But these forms and structures no longer limit the bliss of your freedom. You now realize that they are the means for your bliss and freedom, because they are what make Pure Awareness awake to itself in you.
And so, you as you are no longer the you that you thought you were but become a bliss-filled transcendent you that embodies the radiance of Pure Awareness in all you do and experience. You become truly and fully you.
You are an incarnation of Pure Radiant Blissful Beingness - which is really nothing other than the inner stillness of Pure Awareness that you already always are, have been and will always be, because it is just the simple awareness by which you are aware of any experience.
But now you know.
Free-Beingness Is Whole-Beingness
This means many things all rolled up into one - Self/self connection; owning that; reclaiming the power and depth of that; awakening the higher functioning that comes with that which transcends what is now thought possible for living; living the light of transcendent love in and from the "place of the self" (place of deepest cherishment); expanded, unlimited spontaneous feeling-connected creativity; and embodied Beingness.
All of this as a fully integrated Transcendent Wholeness is you as a Transcendent Person - and this is what I facilitate, by direct transmission of the vibration and the inner feeling sense of it, and by weaving words, feel-images, stories, and dialogue into a flow of guiding one's inner experiencing to go more and more into that experience in order to fully realize it in yourself.
I am able to do this by accessing the deeper Universal Consciousness, tuning into your true essence and then being with you there in Consciousness. I also tune into your body-mind, lower mind, and personality, so that we can together weave a new Wholeness that integrates Higher Beingness (or Self) with self (the egoic body-mind personality.)
New Birth Into Free-Beingness
The realization of this requires an actual leap in functioning to an entirely new level of engaged living that has never been experienced or activated before. This new, higher level of functioning makes the transformation of Consciousness integrate into a deep and thorough personal Wholeness. This Wholeness is such a thorough transformation of the entire being that it is beyond anything that has been called even the higher levels of Enlightenment.
The wholeness that I talk about is a dynamic wholeness of this higher level of functioning. It is not a steady state - as envisioned by theories and practices of Enlightenment - but a higher mode of functioning on all levels of your being. The activation of this brings out the deepest part of yourself - your inherent transcendent Wholeness - into full dynamic engagement in the world.
This is what I have found. And this can be communicated. This vision will inspire you to find within yourself your strong true natural innate desire for this, because deep true desire for it is the energy that propels the whole being into fulfillment of it. But it need not be illusive because exactly what this teaching is has now been articulated in clear, tangible terms.
The benefits from the program are in the experiences and realizations that come from it. What comes to mind is from my own experience, and that is that what I might call tangible free-beingness is with me all the time in all my experiences. And there is a deep creative involvement of the whole being - the whole instrument - is in real life and all the time.
That is interesting because it not only deeply engages the instrument (the whole body-mind self) so as to maximally put all this into action. But it also brings that kind of deep engagement into all areas and levels of life. And that is the main condition for bringing about true deep lasting happiness.
Free-Beingness In Action
ILLUSTRATION
Here's a short story from my own experience that illustrates what results from realizing Free-Beingness.
I had a vivid experience when I felt myself come alive from the inside with a life that was so new and yet so vivid and tangible. That I felt like an entirely new being was alive in me, or as me. I had felt dead inside in a way. And now I felt full of lightness and freeness and expansiveness. But all contained in the cavity of my body. In this experience I felt entirely liberated from the old deadness and sense of confinement.
So, I not only felt really alive for the first time, and not only felt liberated into a vast expansiveness, but I also felt this entirely inside the confines of my here-and-now bodily existence. And all of this has stayed with me as a permanent background to all my day to day experiences. What comes to mind is that this background of what I might call tangible free-beingness is with me all the time in all these experiences. Not that I notice it all the time, but if I pause and put my attention on it, it is there. Or if there is a natural pause I may simply notice it that way. The point is that it is a constant.
Why?
Personally, I am interested in really engaging life to the utmost in the kind of creative way that really involved actors engage a play or a film. But I want this kind of deep creative involvement of the whole being - the whole instrument - to be in real life and all the time. Not just as play-acting in a delimited time and space.
That is interesting because it not only deeply engages the instrument (the whole body-mind self) so as to maximally put all this into action. But it also draws deeply from the deepest inner feelings that consitute the spark of soul - and thereby bring that out in the same deeply engaging and activating way.
A model for this is method acting, where the inner being is moved to outer action. But in acting this is just in the time and place of the play or film. What I want is for that kind of deep engagement in all areas and levels of life. And I want it in real life and I want it all the time. This is what I found in realizing Free-Beingness in actual ordinary everyday life.
What's Interesting In All This
Because you have read this far you care about true happiness. And are looking for true happiness rather than simply for passing superficial pleasures. Because you are looking for something more real and enduring in your search. And because you have probably already found out that passing superficial pleasures don't produce real and lasting happiness, you are probably more open to searching into just exactly what would actually produce true happiness.
In addition to that you may have found some of the answer. Or perhaps just the part about superficial pleasures not being the real thing. But then are stuck in a place that has not realized what is really needed and what actually works.
I have come to know what are the conditions and actions that really and truly produce true deep lasting happiness. And exactly how to convey this to others.
The Main Point In All This
The main point here is that true deep lasting happiness is not merely a psychological state. It is not even a spiritual state or a state of consciousness. Transformation of Consciousness is one part of this - a necessary component. But it is not the whole thing. In fact, a mere transformation in Consciousness results in dissociated states in which the person is split rather than whole.
So - there is this other essential component. Which is integration of the whole person in all aspects and levels of experiencing. And this integration requires an actual leap in functioning to an entirely new level of living that has never been experienced or activated before. This new, higher level of functioning makes the transformation of Consciousness integrate into a new personal Wholeness. This Wholeness is such a thorough transformation of the entire being that it is beyond anything that has been called even the higher levels of Enlightenment.
Enlightenment states are merely dissociated states. And no state is stable and lasting. Everything in our experience is always changing. So, in fact, there is really no such thing as Enlightenment. That is a metaphysical illusion. People have been striving for thousands of years for some state that would confer real happiness. And that state simply and certainly does not exist - not as a state anyway!
My message is that no state gives you true deep lasting happiness. Only a free, dynamic higher level of functioning (which is an ever-changing dynamic action) gives you that. The wholeness that I talk about is a dynamic wholeness of this higher level of functioning, not an illusory steady state.
New, Higher Levels Of Functioning
Here is a short description, from my own personal experience, of the kind of new functioning that I refer to that comes about as you go into the next levels of existence. This stuff came to me as I moved into it and then happened to observe it as it dawned on me that I was living differently in various ways.
I noticed that I am no longer putting experiences into frameworks or understandings but following the direct intuitive truth of my experiences where they lead me, and into whatever they happen to actually be, in spite of their sometimes, or often, not seeming to make sense on the level of my old mind that needed contexts. I am getting more and more used to living and experiencing this way all the time, so that the usual form that this new experiencing takes is becoming my new context of experiencing, replacing the old way of putting experiences into frameworks that fit them into and with patterns that were in older experiences.
This new way of experiencing is taking experiences that seem to come completely "out of the blue" or arise as something completely new, and just accepting that that is the way it is now. It is now more a wonder of new experiences arising in a more "magical" world than it is the old expectation of a linear kind of flow of experiences that make sense within some kind of old accepted pattern that comes from memory and comparison.
I hope that makes sense. You can feel into it and get it that way more than you can get it from the words and concepts themselves. There are a great many ways in which these kinds of radical changes happen as you move into the next level of functioning, but this is just one way that has started to become vividly clear to me.
Spontaneous Action
Another thing that has unfolded in me is that I am now spontaneously doing things I didn't believe I could do. This means that I am finding myself doing things without planning or thinking about them, that simply flow from me. Not only that, many of these things are well beyond what I thought I could do, but they happened anyway.
An example of this is the audio introductions that I did for the old version of this site. I never planned to record this. What happened is that I felt that I needed to re-record a "Taste Of Bliss" recording. So, I sat down to do this, and as I was beginning that it occurred to me that I could record an introduction the the whole program. But this was completely unplanned, and when I started speaking I had no idea at all of what I was going to say. It all just came out of me. And it came out of me in a way that was just right for the impulse that came to me to do it.
This is what I mean by spontaneous action. You find that you are doing things that you never planned or thought about, in a way that just flows easily from your first impulse into the action itself. And you find that the flow is so smooth that you accomplish your intention with ease. There is so much ease that after you have done what you have done, you might look back on it and wonder how you did it, or wonder how it got done. It is so natural and spontaneous it is as if you didn't really do anything at all.
And that is just the point. What is happening is that your your inner Radiant Beingness is taking over from your ego-self. Your old ego-self no longer needs to operate with its usual effort, striving and work. It still functions, but in a totally new way - the way that I described, of merely flowing with the stream of action that moves it into life.
You might call this inspired action. But, even though this would be accurate, that inspiration is not from something and from somewhere outside yourself. It is from the very depth of your true being, from Radiant Pure Awareness living in and as you. This is just simply how you start to act once you move into more fully living Free-Beingnessl.
Your Whole World Changes
What also happens is that your whole world changes. What you see, hear, feel, touch and taste are different. What happens in and around you is different. Your whole "feel" of existence changes.
This means that, for instance, unexpected events happen spontaneously to you. Happy accidents start to become more and more frequent. Life in general takes on a more easy flow. You seem to go through life more like floating down stream than the old way of paddling up stream. The world, your surroundings, your circumstances in life, support you better and with more ease. You find yourself much more comfortable in the world, in relationships, at work, in your body, with your finances. All these things, and just about everything, become like a vast ever-changing, multi-dimensional kaleidescope, continually presenting new and exciting wonderful experiences and opportunities to you.
This is not magic or delusion. The world and your surroundings change because the whole structure and dynamics of the WAY you experience and act in the world changes. This interior change is then merely reflected in the way you experience the world and the way the world responds to you. This change is no different from the radically different world that children live in when compared to adults. The difference is real, and it comes from your higher Consciousness and the higher functioning that comes from this as you integrate it more and more into your daily life.
The Vision
So, here is the picture, the vision. This philosophy is entirely new. In my entire life of searching and researching I have never found anyone talking about this. So if it does exist somewhere as an articulated philosophy or teaching, it is very hidden and unknown. So, to all intents and purposes, anyway, it has not existed up until now. And so, my attempt to bring this out is a brand new idea. And I am just now formulating ways to say it. And I am trying to say it in ways that really reach people.
I feel it and sense it all from having worked with it from the inside for many years - decades, in fact. Decades of learning and researching and exploring experiencing. But I have not yet attempted to communicate what I have learned as a whole as an integrated teaching. And this is what I am starting here and now.
Now this is what I have turned to. What I find is that what I have is an integrated wholeness. Not only in experience and in the experiential teaching of it but in the philosophy of it. And this can be communicated. That communicating of it in an effective way - which is what I am trying to start to do now - is the inspiration portion of the teaching. This is an integrated whole teaching that makes sense.
The purpose of this vision is to inspire you and move you to actually want this. It is important that you want this - have a strong true desire for this. This is because the desire component is the force that gives energy and life to the process of transformation that the program takes you into and through. So, when you really see what the vision offers, this will stir up enough desire in you so that this energy and life will be there in you. (Doing this is a challenge because I am trying to communicate possibilities that - if I am right about this being entirely new - are themselves new.)
KEY POINTS
Here is an outline of things to consider about this program and teaching:
KEY POINT #1: Free-Beingness is a mode of higher functioning.
Your thinking is completely and radically different, coming not from head but from inner being.
Your feeling is entirely different, being a smooth flow of bodily sensing rather than dominated by changing emotions.
Your actions come from deep feeling-connected intuitions or knowingness rather than from thought or memory associations.
Your perceptions are always immediate and fresh in the moment, and not filtered by memories and programs from the past.
KEY POINT #2: Free-Beingness involves all areas and levels of experiencing
Here's an example of this from my own life:
One day, as I was walking down the beach near where I live I felt myself immersed in the flow of the whole scene. Feeling my breathing, I sensed my whole body moving. Giving voice to my inner feelings, I felt their vibrations through my voice in my entire body.
I could go into a long, detailed description of this experience, but you get the general idea. A whole new way of experiencing opens up to you. It is totally in the flow of life just as it is happening in the woder of each new moment.
KEY POINT #3: Free-Beingness is a radical and deep change in experiencing, feeling, action and thinking
The changes that happen in your experiencing are not just minor adjustments. What happens is that you go to a totally new, higher level of functioning in all areas and aspects of your life. These changes are radically discontinuous with your previous ways of experiences at the lower level.
In this, the changes that happen to you are just like changes that happened to you in the transition from any previous stage of develpment to the next. For instance, the transition from infancy to early childhood brings with it a total and radical transformation of all ascepts of the child's experiencing and acting. The changes that I am introducing you to in Free-Beingness are just as radical and sweeping, but not any different in kind. They are just changes in level of functioning.
KEY POINT #4: Free-Beingness is as radical a change as all previous developmental changes
The works of Jean Piaget present a good version of the development stages that we all go through. Other development theorists such as Kohlberg have presented perpectives that related to moral and psychological developmental stages. What I am describing are levels of functioning that are way beyond anything any of these theorists described.
KEY POINT #5: Free-Beingness is a developmental change to a level unknown so far in human experience
I can tell you about the facts of exactly and specifically how people start to experience, that are different from both the way they experienced before, and different from anything reported in writings.
It is a higher level of Wholeness or integration than has so far been unknown.
KEY POINT #7: Free-Beingness is unimaginable to lower developmental levels, just as all levels are
The experiences and realizations that happen in moving into Free-Beingness are beyond the usual experiences of most people.They are not only beyond the usual experiences. They cannot even be imagined on the lower levels. This is the case for all levels. For instance, a little child cannot even guess at what it is like to be an adolescent. You have to actually get there and go through the changes and experiences, which are nothing like the experiences on previous levels.
One very important point to know is that it is utterly impossible to imagine or visualize what life is like in Free-Beingness. This is because experiencing on that level is beyond thinking and imagining. So, any image you may have about it, or about "enlightenment," etc. etc. is necessarily wrong. You have to actually get to that level of functioning to know what it is like. And I can report from my own experience that every breakthrough I had along the way was in fact quite different from what I was aiming for or anticipating. I was inspired to move on by what I thought I was aiming for, but when I got there it was quite different from what I thought it would be. Better, I should say!!
Details Of The Experience Of Realization
An essential part of this program is to understand and actually experience Pure Awareness, or Beingness, as your most basic experience of self. And you need to understand that this is your normal everyday awareness when all the distractions of attention are taken away, it is Who And What is aware in all experiences. And not itself an experience. That there is a ground or being that is the most fundamental level of all experiencing. That this is Pure Awareness, or Beingness.
That this has in the past, in spiritual traditions, been wrongly made the goal of long and arduous practices in order to attain it. That there is no need for any practice in order to attain it because it always already is. And not only this. It is as your ordinary everyday awareness. If Pure Awareness were not already always there in you, you quite simply would not be aware of anything. You would not experience anything. You would not be conscious. You really and truly would not BE. This is the crucial point.
The teaching is a practical teaching and not an abstract philosophy. I know in detail, and know precisely how to convey to others, exactly and specifically what works to bring about the higher functioning that results in the dynamic flow of true lasting happiness.
Summing Up
We all basically desire true lasting happiness deeply. And consciously or inadvertently search for that in everything we do and experience. Yet it is illusive for most of us. But it need not be illusive because this teaching has now identified in clear, tangible terms exactly what it is. And specifically what is required to get there. It is not a steady state but a higher mode of functioning on all levels of your being that brings out the deepest part of yourself - your Soul, your inherent transcendent Wholeness - into full dynamic engagement in the world.
It is a developmental stage that goes beyond anything that has been identified so far. And like all developmental stages it requires specific learning experiences and guidance in order to get there. The Free-Beingness program has indentified the conditions for true deep lasting happiness and the actions needed to get there. And how to guide you to get there. The Free-Beingness program is, therefore, both an inspiration for a better way of living in true happiness and it is a practical effective way of realizing this. This has never been available before in a systematic, clearly and fully articulated practical teaching. But now it is.
What's Unique About Free-Beingness
Free-Beingness is what people are really looking for who are attracted to meditation, yoga, consciousness expansion practices, etc.
But these approaches are too general. You need a deep personality transformation in order to really get there. Your outer self has to fully integrate with your inner being.
After nearly 40 years I have found a quick, easy, effective way to expertly guide you into and all the way through this.
Where It Comes From
I have been exploring and researching this for over 37 years. What I will impart to you comes from my personal experience of realizing it in my own life through a process of deep experiential transformation. And - just as important - it comes from delving very deeply into how to pass it along to you effectively.
For more on me go here.
The Discovery
In my personal explorations I found that none of the ancient or current teachings about Consciousness, Enlightenment, metaphysics, transformation or "spirituality" were adequate guidance systems through the experience of deep transformation that I was going through to reach this realization of Whole-Beingness. None of them addressed the actual experience just as it is.
I also found that no system or method of practice, such as meditation or yoga, was adequate either. The experience of real, deep, personal transformation is so different and unique to each individual that only the direct exploration of your own unique experience can bring you through all the way. Systems and methods don't get into this at all.
In fact, most basically what I found is that all ideas and images of what deep transformation is or what the path to it is, were inadequate. They were all merely mental replicas of experience, maps of the territory and not the territory itself. In other words, the actual experiences in the process of transformation were, in every single instance, completely different from what I imagined they would be. And they were completely different than anything in any literature or teaching had led me to believe they would be.
A Radically New Approach
There had to be another approach to all this. And, after more than 35 years of diligent exploration I foundt it!
Rather than coming from a traditional teaching, what I am offering here comes entirely from deep personal exploration of experience. And this is what we will be doing together. No theory, no philosophy, no beliefs about what it is or ought to be, no set method or practice. Just the plain raw data of experience. What I found out was that this alone is what is needed. And this alone is what really works.
The approach that I am offering here is not as neat and tied up into a nice little package as traditional philosophies, teachings and methods, but it is what is true to life and true to the experience. And that is what is most important! This is what will actually get you there, whereas all the conventional ways only tell you about it and at the most give you some kind of imaginary replica of it, which is not the real thing, not a real experience of deep transformation.
"The map is not the territory." We will not have our heads in any map. We will be right on the ground, right in the actual territory of direct experience.
Expert And Deep Personal Attention
I will personally be right there with you every step of the way until you fully realize Free-Beingess in your everyday life.
This will be in person or over the phone.
Together we will go deep into your deepest inner Self (your true Beingness, Radiant Pure Awareness), and activate a process of bringing it out. Then we will follow through with this until you are fully living Radiant Beingness in your everyday body-mind, in all aspects and levels of your living and experiencing. This is the extraordinary way of living that is Free-Beingness.
Enlightenment?
Another way of looking at this process is that it is personal mentoring into what has been called "Enlightenment." But actually, Free-Beingness goes way beyond anything that has been called Enligthenment. It is a deeper, fuller, richer, clearer experience of Pure Beingness. And, just as importantly, the natural blissful radiance of this clear realization of Pure Beingness is brought out into your ordinary everyday life, fully integrated into all aspects and levels of your life. And, most importantly, it is your own unique personal expression and radiance of Pure Beingness that is brought out and integrated into your everyday life. You fully become the Transcendent Person that you really are.
So, if what has been called "enlightenment" is a state of Wholeness in Beingness, what I am teaching and conveying is beyond this. It is what you might call The Indivual Radiance Of Pure Beingness. Not just a transcendent state, but your own deep personal unique individualized existence fully living from and as that transcendental state in ordinary everyday life.
And, because I have researched how to convey this realization so deeply and thoroughly, your access to this has been made infinitely more easy than any practice aimed at reaching Enlightenment. I have discovered an absolutely simple and direct way to convey this full deep realization beyond Enlightenment. And so, in this sense, it is not special and grandiose, like "spiritual teachings" because it is in fact so simple and easy to get. Because of this, the Free-Beingness realization that is so incredibly beyond all former ideas of Enlightenment, is an ordinary everyday occurrance available to anyone who wants it, through just a few very simple steps that I personally guide you through and make sure that you get.
(For detailed background information on how I came to this process of conveying Free-Beingness, go to my website on Deep Inwardly-Focused Socratic Dialogue. I have abandoned the formalized dialogue practice that I presented there, but the vision is the same - new birth nto Free-Beingness. What I am now doing is the essence of the deep-feeling exploratory dialogue that directly and quickly realizes the vision that I presented there. I will eventually weave all this together in one website, but for now the vision behind what I am now offering here is given there.)
What You Can Do
You can have all this right now, with my expert one-on-one personal guidance. Because my method of imparting this to you is such an advanced breakthrough, you can get to full integration of Free-Beingness into your life in a very short period of time. How long it actually takes depends on where you are starting from and how much you want to put into it.
When you are ready to realize Free-Beingness, find out how to sign up here.
Or else you can contact me directly to discuss it.